||[May. 12th, 2004|08:43 pm]
so much has happened in the last two days.|
monday haley and i made up. i was out jogging and it started raining so i ran over to her house and waited for her to come home. and i apologized to her and she finally forgave me.
yesterday was our big playoff game. my dad was coaching and being an ass, but whatever. i played pretty good, i guess. so did lucas. everyone knew he shouldnt have been put back in the game after his shoulder hurt, but all that matters to dan scott is winning. so i passed to lucas at the end of the game, but he missed the three pointer and we lost with a second left. my dad yelled at us in the locker room afterwards, of course, but i think i hit a nerve with what i said to him. and, honestly, i thought he really might take a swing at me. i figured he was joking when he told tim to call security because i had been beaten to death, but i wouldnt put it past him to throw a sucker punch or two at me.
after the game haley and i went out and did what we planned on doing the night before...we got married. it sounds crazy but it just felt right. theres a lot of stuff we have to work out, but schools over in a few weeks and we have the whole summer to figure how we want to spend the rest of our lives.
lucas said his good bye to me yesterday. i felt a lot better after i apologized for how much of a jerk i was to him this year. growing up, i always hated the thought of him being around, so i just kind of hated him by default. but im glad we're okay now - it's cool having a brother. especially when i dont have parents.